Anonymous: Is there another way I can talk to you besides through tumblr?

You’d have to come off anon for that to happen

Anonymous: In my haze, horrorshow I think?

correct :)

Song #2

I have the weirdest,

I have the weirdest feeling.

Somewhere below us,

We found a place

Without laws to disobey

In a vibrant dream

Counting sheep while I’m wide awake

Gazing over the room for evidence

I plant the colour inside the flowers.

It’s a fib that sounds like facts.

Peeling wallpaper and doonas never looked so good to me.

Dizzy in this labyrinth,

Stay here forever.

I wonder if we’ll ever find a way out.

I’m lost in foreign space.

I wonder if we’ll ever find a way out.

My lips locked on a grin

Don’t leave me just yet.

Please put the phone down.

We can talk and just be at peace.

Just sit down here for a bit,

Don’t think about what happened…

But I still live without it.

It doesn’t bother me too much and that’s fine with me.

But I’m a light up a memory

Off every corner of this room

And just lay back and watch it all engulf in flames.

I know I’ve left the path you put before me

And I’ll have to leave you soon.

But for now won’t you forget me in my craze.

Just forget me in my craze.

I think the sky might be red, either that or my,

Or my eyes are feeding me terrible little lies.

Hard life on the back alley wall.

The come down got me staring at the cracks in the wall.

Now the thunder and lightning gather and we at it again.

Feels so much like yesterday to me that I don’t have to imagine what it used to be.

And when my life finally did come back together,

It was like nothing was different but everything had changed.

If this house could talk,

They might explain where it all went wrong.

But it’s not what it used to be,

This thing we had has run dry and empty.

Dizzy in this labyrinth,

Stay here forever.

I wonder if we’ll ever find a way out.

I’m lost, in foreign space.

I wonder if we’ll ever find a way out.

My lips locked on a grin.

Don’t leave me just yet.

Please put the phone down,

We can talk and just be at peace.

Just sit down for a bit,

Don’t think about what happened…

But I still live without it,

It doesn’t bother me too much and that’s fine with me.

But I’m a light up a memory

Off every corner of this room

And just lay back and watch it all engulf in flames.

I know I’ve left the path you put before me

And I’ll have to leave you soon.

But for now won’t you forget me in my craze.

Just forget me in my craze.

Some say too much of what you want is bad for you.

But to me there’s just never enough.

I just have to let the world treat me well.

So I won’t be home for a while,

Playing peekaboo behind my smile.

But for now I’m not here so don’t call for me.

Don’t call for me.

Just leave me in my craze.

Anonymous: I want to ;) with you !

what might i ask is the wink face standing in for me dear anon?

Anonymous: Congratulations that's an amazing mark. What do you want to do?

It took me awhile to become proud of that mark because for so long I just felt as though this number would end up defining me unless I pushed it away. But my goal in life is to become a full time editor and then maybe a producer.

Anonymous: Everything you say is so beautiful written, not even in like an ugh god he's annoying just talk normally way. Like it's great

That’s actually really interesting you’ve brought that up. Cos I’ve always wondered if the way I write/ talk is received the right way so as to not have people think I’m just talking out of my ass. So thank you (: and I’m glad I’m writing in a way that does not annoy you

Anonymous: You could/will go so far in life

I hope so, its so hard to see into what could be the future that it makes it difficult to dream in the right ways

Anonymous: How did you go in your HSC?

I got 90.45 as my Atar

Anonymous: That would have been intense study!! How did you cope?

well actually it wasnt all that intense in terms of studying. I mean we had set study times but we were usually left to do what we wanted in our rooms for study, especially in year 12. We were treated like adults pretty much, where we were given the time to study and we could use that time how we wanted. So in terms of intesnity, it was pretty laid back and it worked wonders for me

Anonymous: Did u board?

i boarded from year 10 to year 12

Anonymous: I'm so nervous to come off anonymous, like I don't even know why I'm telling you this. But I would love to get to know you even more then what I do through your blog. You're taste in music is great, and the way you write and I would love to just take you out to get coffee, go to a park and just smoke and talk. You don't even need to post this I just want to let you know that I'd be really into getting to know you.

come off anon :) please!

you should know by following my blog that i want to meet new people! Come be a part of that.

Also the fact you want to go sit in a park makes me really want you to come off anon even more because that sounds perfect :)

Anonymous: What sport did you play?

Played basketball for summer sport and Football in winter

Anonymous: Blink 182?

Bingo! probably easy to tell with all the “i miss you” and i also kept the spider line pretty much the same. Good first guess!

Anonymous: Haha fair enough I just didn't want to make it really apparent or reveal you or whatever. Did you like it there I know it's really intense?

i loved it there, i thought it was great school. It is pretty intense because you have to commit to a lot of things while you’re there but it all adds to a really tightly connected schooling environment that ive yet to see in other schools

Anonymous: I was just curious. Wouldn't you want to keep that private hence my sort non direct approach?

not really, its my old high school, its not that revealing haha