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This doesn’t seem so weird to me because if everyone is singing the same song they’d be breathing in and out at pretty much the same rhythm so this ‘phenomena’ seems to make sense

Anonymous: what does it mean?

What does what mean? The poem I wrote?

I’m guessing it’s that. But it’s just a poem, doesn’t really have any grounding in anything specifically but generally it’s just about how people change and sometimes you can’t stop then from changing. So you have to watch from afar and hope they don’t hurt themselves.

thefuzzynomad: You're poem is so good! I can relate to it in every way. Well done man!

cheers buddy im glad you liked it. Legit just wrote it like 5 minutes ago. Don’t really know what came over me but i just had to let that out

I shudder when I see what you’ve become.

Like shivers down your spine,

but like earthquakes in your sides.

I look at you deeply from miles away

The images I see, 

they do not sicken me

they only sadden me.

But deep inside I know the pain of your transformation.,

the hurt that this journey causes you.

I know the truth,

that you won’t let yourself see.

I know the facts,

that you have blinded yourself from.

I know truly how you pretend to be okay,

when deep down you are screaming out for help.

Each time you try to move a step along

it brings you deeper into the monster within.

You promised you would never fall to those ways

but now I see how empty all those words were

when they left the confines of your lips.

Like water through open hands

your morals have leaked out onto the cold hard ground.

You are not the person I remember

You have become something else entirely

You will grow cold to the ones you called friend

and you will perish to the ones you said you loved.

The world will remember you

but they will not know you when they see you.

They will look deep into the eyes of someone they once knew

and ask, ”what happened?”

But you will not hear the queries of the world around you

because you do not listen,

you do not hear, 

you do not comprehend

that you are not who you were supposed to be

you are what you think you should be.

You will not have an answer,

because you do not know where you are going.

You will travel all over this world

to find what you already had.

You will find a replacement,

a copy,

a duplicate.

But when you find yourself there in the gaze of another

you will finally know the answer to that question.

It saddens me to say,

but this is to be the end.

You will learn

and you will know

that the mistakes of the past

will haunt you to the end.

It is here i shall say


but it will not be forever.

It will be until you return

so that I may say to you,

Hello and goodbye for good.

Anonymous: What camera do you use?

I have a Canon 70D, a Canon 650D (old film camera), a Canon Legria Camcorder and a Sony HXR -NX3

oh and a GoPro

Anonymous: why didnt you follow up on wanting to be a doctor

Found my passion for video while i was in year 8 and 9 and it just took off from there. And besides i dont have steady hands so id be a terrible surgeon, and the only kind of medical area id be interested in would be psychology and thats just a bit too much work for me. So im happy doing my video stuff :)


rdxv worried

"Did you hear that?"

Silence echoed all around him as he looked down the ends of the tunnel. Illuminated only by lights at each interval of the structure, nothing more could be seen in the empty shadows beyond their sights. So sure he heard a devilish wale, he had to ask for comfort to settle his worried mind.

"It’s after hours man, there’s nothing down here"

Assured by the confidence of his partner they continued on. No longer phased by the sounds he was sure he heard. They ventured deeper into the cavern. Strolling down the path they had taken many times before. They were no stranger to the areas below the streets of the city. Accustomed to the thick air of the underground they moved with ease as they got closer to their target.

"You ready?"

His partner asked him as he continued closer.

"Ah sure…"

As the entrance grew nearer he took another look behind him, but by then it was already too late, the shadows had found them.

(via lsdforfree)

Anonymous: does that poem about the boy on the bus have some sort of metaphorical meaning behind the words or am i over analysing it and it actually means what it says

that poem will mean whatever you want it to mean. For me its about looking further into the people around you. The narrator describes the boy on the bus as beautiful but as we get to learn more about him, we realise that beauty is not everything to this boy. He is sad, he is depressed and he kills himself because of it. Surrounded by friends, he still cannot find happiness. The poem to me is about stepping out of your comfort zone to say hello to the beautiful people around you, not just physically but spiritually beautiful. Because sometimes all someone needs is a hello from someone new to save their life or just improve their day.

Anonymous: lol you are. but you also are obsessed with her lol. also its her messaging both of you so obvious lol

let me ask you something, when you were younger and you got given a new toy, how much did you play with it, talk about it and all that jazz? i bet it was a lot! ive been handed a new friend and im excited about it, so excuse me for publicising it :) 

Anonymous: Do you have feelings for roamer ?

to quote ro-amer… dunno bruzz

but am i not allowed to be friends with her without it leading to a relationship? silly anon

deliciat-e: Favourite quote///poem??

Favourite quote… there are three quotes

  1. …A building is a symbol, as is the act of destroying it. Symbols are given power by people. Alone, a symbol is meaningless, but with enough people, blowing up a building can change the world.” V for Vendetta
  2. Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It’s not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” Coach Carter
  3. "We accept the love we think we deserve" The Perks of Being a Wallfower

And my favourite poem is

There is a boy who catches my bus
who has blue-grey eyes as clear
as the lake
the kids go swimming in.

He sits with his friends
and laughs a lot at little
And when his friends are silent,
he looks out the window.

I sit two seats behind him
and I think he is beautiful.

There is a boy who catches my bus
who acts happy every morning
from 7am
he sits with his friends
and gives them empty smiles
and wears long sleeves
in the middle of summer.

I sit two seats behind him
and I think he is beautiful.

There is a boy who catches my bus
who has blue-grey eyes as empty
as the
lake the kids go swimming in, in

He sits with his friends
and stares at his lap
and when his friends say something funny,
he doesn’t laugh anymore.

I sit two seats behind him
and I think he’s beautiful.

There was a boy who caught my bus
who was found by his parents
after he had shot himself.

he wrote a letter to his friends
and told them that he loved them.
He wrote a letter to his parents
saying sorry.

And he wrote a letter to the sad
who sat two seats behind him on
the bus,
and told her that she was beautiful.

I love it so much I turned it into a story. It’s such a beautiful poem. Always gets to me no matter what

Anonymous: Will there be anymore "spot drop" videos out this year ?

hopefully in the holidays something similar might come out. Not sure about SpotDrop but me and slick are planning on putting something together this year  so stay tuned to that

Anonymous: 2, 8, 10, 18, 26

2: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?

i have a fucking pimple above my eyebrow and it wont go away fucking hell hahah oh …. and my heart waaaah ;)

8: favourite song?

that is a really hard question to answer because there are so many

there’s Fade to Black by Metallica or Nothing Else Matters by Metallica

there’s Billie Jean by Michael Jackson or Man in the Mirror by Michael Jackson

there’s School by Supertramp or Crime of the Century by Supertramp

there’s Give it All by The Amity Affliction

there’s Happy? by Mudvayne

there’s Walk You Home (This Day) by Horrorshow or The Rain By Horrorshow

there’s Stronger than I was by Eminem or Cinderella Man or Sing for the Moment

honestly i have too many favourites and that only covers a small portion of my favourites

10: is there one person you want to be with right now?

there isnt one anymore, too confused to make sense of what i want atm

18: ever liked someone who you thought you didnt have a chance with?

yeah she broke up with me, but now i realise she shouldnt have stood a chance with me

26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?

read above, but i have this feeling that she really isnt as happy as she is saying she is. It’s like its all gonna come crumbling down once she realises what shes done, and i dont know if i want to be there when it does

Anonymous: 1, 3, 11, 23, 46

1: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?

honestly, i dont like anyone. I just realised i dont have feelings for sarah anymore, the only thing i feel is that i love the idea of someone like sarah. I am in love with love. And that is kinda sad. So im feeling somewhat heartbroken atm, but i know where all the pieces go back together so im in a good place. But who knows who will be the next person to make me happy. 

3: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?

i can’t actually remember what my last thought was because i usually smoke before i go to bed, so there wouldve been thousands of thoughts flying through my head all at once, but it couldve been something about pokemon because i was talking to my friend lily about pokemon.

11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?

a little bit of yes and a lot of no. Being made single has certainly done good and bad to my life. The good has come in terms of my business and my education, as as soon as the break up occurred i was given offers for freelance work and i started putting a lot more effort into my tafe work. But not having that special someone around to share all this new stuff with and just enjoy the company of has been rough. Ive been doing my best to meet new people, and having met ro-amer and sh-ift have got the ball rolling and they are wonderful people. But really im just looking to fulfill myself both emotionally and work wise. AND I REALLY WANT TO MOVE OUT! more than i ever have before.

23: how have you felt today?

i was feeling a bit flat today. Wasnt sad, but i wasnt happy either. was just a bit meh. But ive been feeling better tonight and im just feeling okay, is how i would describe it.

46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?

story of my life. I deal with a fear of being inadequate and it can very quickly tear me apart. but for the first time in my life i am fighting that fear. No more will i require someone else to tell me im amazing, i will know im amazing. and thats not to say i dont want people to say that, i just want to be able to wake up in the morning and feel happy, knowing that i am a good person whether someone says it or not. 

the pursuit of happiness, i wish to enjoy the pursuit

ask moar pls


  • 01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
  • 02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
  • 03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
  • 04: what are you listening to?
  • 05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
  • 06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
  • 07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
  • 08: favorite song ?
  • 09: kiss on the first date?
  • 10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
  • 11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
  • 12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
  • 13: what are three things you did today?
  • 14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
  • 15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
  • 16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
  • 17: what is on your wrists right now?
  • 18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
  • 19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
  • 20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
  • 21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
  • 22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
  • 23: how have you felt today?
  • 24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
  • 25: what is wrong with you right now?
  • 26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
  • 27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
  • 28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
  • 29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
  • 30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
  • 31: what were you doing an hour ago?
  • 32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
  • 33: are you wearing jeans right now?
  • 34: are you a patient person?
  • 35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
  • 36: favorite color?
  • 37: did you have a dream last night?
  • 38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
  • 39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
  • 40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
  • 41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
  • 42: do you like meeting new people?
  • 43: are you afraid of falling in love?
  • 44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
  • 45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
  • 46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?